Engineering

There are few questions that have been in me since I decided to study engineering for my first degree...
Why engineering?
Do I really want to become an engineer?
Why engineering..not medical? ( to be a medical doctor was my promise to my father)
After all, I'm happy enough to be where I am now. Doing something that really make me almost satisfied with myself.
Learning and practicing engineering over the years has developed the true potentials that I have in me and still exploring it.
At this point I'm really keen on too much technical details in engineering as I want to move more on the management side of engineering. I don't mind for not being known as someone with engineering or technical background in certain situation because it enables to express my thoughts in more open and free ways.
May be that is one of the reasons why I did not wanna be a doctor because I believe I can't put aside that "doctor" in most situation of my life where people people will call doctors as a doctor although they never know each other.

So, I can say to myself that I really do what I think is the best that I can get out of me. I did not fulfill my father's dream but at this point, what matters in my own dream that I need to pursue because I'm the one who wants to live with it.
May be I failed to keep my promise to my father now but I'll make sure I won't fail to take care of him the best way I can until his last breath.